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| Muahahaha....Now youll have to Log In! |
[May. 7th, 2004|09:40 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Mindless Self Indulgence - Bitches | ] |
.....yeah so if ya wanna be added or something, leave a comment..im tired of pussies leaving "secret" messages on my comments...so if ya wanna see my posts from now on...log in, if ya wanna see my posts and you dont have a account..too bad, or you can get a account... |
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| but all my wishes have been shattered in the last twenty four hours.... |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|10:11 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Catch 22 - Hey Sergio | ] |
ok so tired, but oh well...heres hows its been lately, working and hanging....not much else has been of occurance lately....last night chilled over the stacys pad, wonderful place...watched old school, highly enjoyable flick (Your my boy blue!) Really things havent been that interesting, got an oil change this morning (whoop whoop), and the other day I chilled with the ever fun J.Weintraub and went to cue times (wonderful pool place...,.tables are ice)....ummm I dont know....im out of work at eight tonight...I dont care where you are....if you want to chill call the cell...peace (ohhh yes...everyone whos on for tarentino fest we need to start soon-muahahaha) |
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| they say a picture says a thousand words, but this one falls so short of a converstation with you... |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|09:36 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Finch - Perfection Through Silence | ] |
hey kids, blah so bored right now....hmmmm anything interesting lately...ahh ok...well my cars been acting up, cant figure out why, its just doing crazy thing and im like NO, beside that, things have been ok, last night I chilled over Lauras and we watched Resevoir Dogs, awesome fucking flick Quentin Tarentinos a genius...and ive been meaning to do this for a while, but some day we're having a Quentin fest, fucking Res-Dogs, Dusk Till' Dawn, Pulp Fiction, Jackie Brown and Kill Bill....doubtful anyone is really up for this who I know on the Livejournal, but if your interested leave a comment or something...well ok im going back to bed..night |
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| Stolen from the in-famous Skandy |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|04:27 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | A Fire Inside - Halloween | ] |
1. studded belt - 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair - 2 points: 0
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0!
4. tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 10
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 0
6. clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 10
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 2
8. trucker hats - 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 0
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 4
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 8
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 2
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0
14. scarf - 2 points: 2
15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 2
16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0
17. vegitarian diet - for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0
19. straight edge - 5 points: at one point...ill give myself 2 1/2 points
20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 3
21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 4
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 7
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 0
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 10
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 10
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: -5
27. liking metalcore - 5 points: 5
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3
39. riding a bike - 5 points: 0
30. participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 5
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5 (check my website)
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 0
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 0
36. working at an record store/health food store - 5 points: 0
37. clapping durring midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 5
my score: 98...holy shit...better than I thought
0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore.
haha, as if I would have expected anything less!
...amazing...never would of thought I did that high,,,eh' fuck it..does it really matter...well anyways im not sure .....comment or sum-tin...peace! |
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| Coffee Coolatas and A Packet Of Sweet N' Low......... |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|12:04 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Thursday - New Years Eve Party | ] |
Wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow, I just felt that was in order for the show that I witnessed last night, well ok we took off and it was quite eventful, first of all Coffee Coolatas....youll get the point if you were there, so ok we drive, we drive, we drive we eventually get to worcester at 7 P.M....right off the bat we get in and meet up with bridget, lauren, chuck and his sketchy friend immediately giving us good view, of Spitalfield came on first, they were ok....more of a ehh band, then came up Engine Down....highly enjoyable band, then came poison the well.....which played mainly all new suck-stuff, the crowd, all they wanted to hear was old P.T.W. and they just kept on playing stuff no one wanted to hear, oh well....but then, thursday....my....dear.....god, first of all they opened up with "For The Workforce, Drowning" which was amazing, and I got some good digital camera videos which hopefully I can figure out how to get them onto a website soon besdies that the entire show was just utterly amazing, pretty much I pitted for a while andgot to the 2nd row of people and relatively held geoff when he did his little back dive into the crowd.....i was in my utter glory at that point, but they even played "This Song Brought To You By A Falling Bomb", and "New Years Eve Party".....i was in amazment, well then we took of and went to Bickfords where it took about an hour to get seated and we did shots of Sweet n Low (which sucked immensly).....but besides that went home, slept and now am woken up in a boatload of pain...but its all good....so anyways I think tonight im chillin with Harmony and Melissa and watching Kill Bill, Jess if you read this and wanna join...call me.....comment or somethin..peace! |
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| Please take these hands... |
[Apr. 18th, 2004|11:22 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Thursday- This Song Brought To You By A Falling Bomb | ] |
Muahahaha...thursday tonight bitches, gonna be soooooo fucking sweet, but I have a odd morose feeling were gonna get lost on the way home considering nobody knows how to get back from worcester...anyways...I havent updated in a while, no reason in particular, just because I havent felt like there was anything worth updating for, nothing really has seemed that important to put up to bitch about...reguardless, saw kill bill 2 on friday, and I have decided Quentin Tarentino is a fucking genius, hands down....during the buried alive seen I was just like...WHOA, I was creeped out, but the movie kicked ass and I cannot wait till I get the box set movie on DVD (the one reason I havent bought the Kill Bill 1 yet), last night Johhny boy came over and we watched the bruins game....fucking bruins, well besides getting pissed at that we picked up this girl Katie and drove around, and then saw everyone camped out at the beach, Dave thought his car broke down but in fact he didnt even have it in fucking park, so I just shifted it into park and started it for him, Im a god....hmm besides that nothing much, well I do find myself playing wayne gretskys 3d hockey 98 alot recently, one of the best games ever....fucking addicting, and I did recieve my Black and Pink Chucks in the mail, hoo rah...well I must get ta' work, im lonely, hold me.... |
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| Stolen from da' Jess |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|10:20 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Maroon 5 - Harder To Breathe | ] |
| Opening credits: | Goldfinger - This Lonely Place | | Waking up: | Van Halen - Jump | | Average day: | The Quitters - Yellow Brick Road | | First date: | Yellowcard - Starstruck | | Falling in love: | Bon Jovi - Always | | Love scene: | Mindless Self Insulgence - Bitches | | Fight scene: | Iron Maiden - The Wicker Man | | Breaking up: | Taking Back Sunday - Your Own Disaster | | Getting back together: | Finch - Letters To You | | Secret love: | Hot Action Cop - Fever For The Flavor | | Life's okay: | Fenix TX - Flight 601 | | Mental breakdown: | Story Of The Year - And The Hero Will Drown | | Driving: | The Verve - Bittersewwt Symphony | | Learning a lesson: | Streetlight Manifesto - A Moment Of Violence | | Deep thought: | Incubus - A certain Shade Of Green | | Flashback: | Pantera - This Love | | Partying: | Big D and The Kids Table - Bender | | Happy dance: | Camp Kill Yourself - 96 Quite Bitter Beings | | Regreting: | Brand New - Okay I believe You, but My Tommy Gun Don't | | Long night alone: | Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carousel | | Death scene: | Thursday - This Song Brought To You By A Falling Bomb | | Closing credits: | No Doubt - Different People / Less Than Jake - Johnny Quest Thinks Were Sellouts |
Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK! |
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| I aint answering the phone (Let it ring....) |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|05:38 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Thursday - A Hole In The World | ] |
blah...i havent felt like updating lately, but this cold morning brings me to do so.......i dont know..its fucking boring right now....I really need to do something constructive with my life, umm lets see....anything earth shaking or life-altering happen?.....nope....wow, pretty much pool playing and utter destruction of feelings, quite eventful....Ill write more later. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2004|04:07 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Dashboard Confessional - The Best Decptions | ] |
I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious you do not warrant long goodbyes.
........funny how you can understand a song better through time.... |
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| Live from Westfield State college..... |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|01:07 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Big D And The Kids Table - Bender | ] |
well ok....today was so much fucking fun....to begin I went to the omlette factory in pembroke and got my apple and cheddar omlette...an orgasm for my mouth....and then....i drove down to westfield state college (3 hour drive) to chill with me ' cousin meggy....so i got here and we went to stop and shop and it as quite fun, and then I gots a mini tour where meg introduced me to her kick ass friend nikki, and some other people who jus caused alot of drama...well besides dan....but aside from that, i got more of a tour and the we ate, yummy......from ther, we went to the concert...ok..the first two bands sucked horribly....but after that there was sixfinger, a local emo ban here...amazing, there was stray bullets...amazng, there was arrogant sons of bitches, amazing...and then Big D and The Kids Table...oh my dear lord.....lets just say i got to use a microphone..i dont know.. wont go into it to much but by far best show ive ever been to...... |
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| Ill leave the lights on low..... |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|02:14 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Shock Treatment - Fat Albert Theme | ] |
Grrr...im in shaws cohasset right now, bored miserably...Happy St. Paddys day you motherfuckers!...someone better call me with plans...St Paddys day betta involve Jimmy Cancer....reguardless.....everyone I dislike right now..fuck off...im done with the bullshit...Sabrina..heres the last response with your name in it...i find it cute that you only update your LJ when it pertains to me, and I find it cute how your "mindgames" worked....im not sure if you were trying to make me insanely jealous when you wrote you were hooking up with rob, but you failed at that miserably, you said you wanted to be friends....I didnt say anything more..obviously you couldnt stop....oh well....have fun.....oh and yes...to Julie and Jenna....I severly apolagize, I think we are all sorry for the fact things got taken way outta context....I am sorry for what was written and I hope all is forgiven....so latelys been fun.....wway to much drama, but fun....holy shit I got a new car....lol...1993 Honda Civic....rocks so much....besides that not much....oh yes...to Tara, Jackie and Andrews so called "friend" Todd....if I find out who ya are....or where you are....we're comin for ya.....thats bullshit and its wrong.....well anyways I need to get back to work.....peace out
xJimmy Cancerx
(P.S.-Hey Cassie all the ...... are dedicated to you on this post, -lol) |
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| I missed the last bus, ill take the next train |
[Mar. 10th, 2004|07:50 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Brand New - The Seatbelt Song | ] |
grrrrr.....this blows, im working reguardless from 9 to 2 and then from 3:30 to 8:30, and im already here because of no car, oh well...this is just to leave a few messages....Correen...im sorry, call me up and ill explain everything, youre wicked fucking cool and dont wanna lose ya as a shibby friend, i do apolagize.....I cant say that for a particular group of people (IMMATURE!).....so Jenna....I flipped you off today, whoop, whoop..payback..end it now....besides that people i wont name (KATIE,JULIE,SABRINA,JENNA) end it.....the reason I broke up with Sabrina wasnt to go out with tara...it was because she was showing me about as much attention as Jenna was when we were going out (coincientally the time sabrina started being weird is when she started hanging with Jenna and Katie...awkward anyone?) and Julie...you have no buisness with me, you barely talk to me, and now just because Robs gotta thing for Tara you freak...fucking let go....and ya know what , I HEARD all these people were talking shit..not from them from other people...and I usually tend not to believe it but just for the sheer fact that they cant talk to me themselves....Im gonna start believeing whatever I hear....so in that case...Jenna, Katie, Sabrina and Julie.....Shut it....
EDIT : Mar, 10th. 2004......ok this is aimed directly at the head of whoevers been pranking my house and insulting my mother.....fucking with me is one thing....insulting my family....you just crossed the line....you wanna prank a number 1-617-943-9252.....call that...and dont block your number you pussies......people wanna play.....ill fucking play....ohh and yeah sabrina?....your supposed fucking "mindgames" failed miserably......sweet dreams.....friends leave me comments...i need venting support |
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| Ok I need this.... |
[Mar. 8th, 2004|08:30 am] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Big D and The Kids Table - Jeremy | ] |
Poll #259662 Take the gloves off....
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 11What do you really think of me?.....Seriously (Check All That Apply)
.....ok thats my little poll so I can figure out why exactly I think the way I do...and please be honest....well anyways...Im not saying much right now....but people talk alot....very few to my face....Jenna you wanna flip me off again....do it right to my face....im tired of people coming up to me and asking me about a rumor they heard or something.....im sorry im extremely irratable right now..... |
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| Geez dont sugar coat it taj' |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|05:28 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | cynical | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Dropkick Murphys - Pipebomb on Landsdown | ] |
Blah....nothing to enthraling right now, just chillin with rob, tara and mikey...wathcing van wilder and grease...hoo-hah....ok beisdes this..not much is going on, as it looks right now, im sooo fucking happy about this, westfield state is a go. Just need to finalize plans with everyone and its Big D down at westfield and the weekend with meg, kimmy, and laura...so sweet....ill be soooo happy...anywho Im gonna jet...bye everyone
P.S.-Ooooh ooooh...I will have to completely add the fact that My mom is the coolest mofo alive...while she was down in New Hampshire she found me my EXACT calclulator watch that broke two months ago...I was like freaking out I was so happy.....I dont know..I love my mom hahaha shut up-lol |
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| She, Yeah she, Shes a Bombshell...... |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|09:53 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | indifferent | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Bloodhound Gang - I Wish I was Queer So I Could Get Chicks | ] |
Hola Chikas, whats going on....I dont know, blah...im trying to do a quickie update upstairs at shaws before I must go back to work, so Ill see how much I can fit in.....anyways last night I chilled with Tara, Dan and Johnny and we got trashed and talked about the cereal Nut' N Honey (not a actual cereal) and the funny spousal-abuse commericals we could make for it (hey what r u eatin....Nuttin Honey *whack*)...well besides that not much else has been going on.....umm.....yeah my mom has gone to New Hampshire for the weekend with my grandmother so now my Dad is left with us.....oh joyous of joys....yes exactly what I need...i mean I love my dad and all but he just get randomly pissed at me and my bros for no reason whatsoever, its immature at times....well anyways I think Ive killed off enough time...meg and kimmy...I need tot alk to you guys about the 26th, I think we can actually pull this off so leave a comment or call me up or something....umm...tonight i think im chillin with John and Danny so if anyone else wants to chill gimme a call....I dont know...bye kids! |
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| One, Two, a One Two Three Four (Lady Jumps) |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|08:14 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Operation Ivy - Unity | ] |
has anybody ever woken up in the morning and just thought to themselves, ya know what....I want a strawberry pop-tart.....and you go downstairs expecting to accomplish your goal, and there are absolutley without a doubt, NO STRAWBERRY POP-TARTS LEFT, this was such the predicament I was burdened with this morning, only smores pop-tarts were left in the shelves, and honestly....who eats smore pop-tarts?......ok random but I felt it had to be said...well in good news (technically not for me but the effect will be good for me) spring break will come soon meaning all my HK's return from the grave once again muahahaha.....packey run tonight boys and girls...hehehe....wel lets see...ahh yesterday, I spent most of the day bored and cleaned my house, then round "Fourish" I went out with Rob n' Tara....whered we go...oh yeah....we went down to the bay to watch the sunset....considering the good amount of clouds and the late time we went...we did nto get a fucking sunset...rather a pastel blend of colors which were the remains of it, still cool...but after that we went on a fucking odd search for food....which means we drove all the way to the fore river bridge before we figured out we wanted to go to T.K.O Malleys in scituate.....pointless...yes...so a stop at taras house where I decided to paint my fingernails again randomly because the polish was sitting on a end table...and then we went out to eat. Relatively good food, but the funniest thing we the guys at the table next to us who when they left had literally 44 Beers on the table...and then they drove home.......yes..intelligent, so from there back to taras house where Sean god bless his soul let us watch Faces of Death and Pet Cemetary...the coolest thing however was the fact that Sean gave me a Op Ivy Vinyl, and lent me a extremely rare Operation Ivy live in Berkeley 1989 VHS!....theres like fucking five fucking copys of that....I watched it at 1 in the morning...sooooo good...words cant even describe...well anyways I gotta work at 10 to 3 which sucks,...but Mr.Weintraub is working muahaha...Go Jesse....blah....someone call my cell or leave comments...anybody..somebody..... |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2004|08:00 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me | ] |
Ok I just heard this song again....I love it..therefore...I will plauge you all with the lyrics......if you wonder what the song is..check my current music..haha
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
[Solo]
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me |
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| Playing Catch Up.....Go |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|09:51 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  mischievous | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Yellowcard - Firewater | ] |
Hey kids....grrr....need to play catch up....ok...sorry about the last few posts....ive been quite meloncholy lately, and I dont know why....its like that weird depression I had from freshman/sophmore year creeping back up on me...reguardless im going to stop bitching about things and focus on happier thing like butterflies and shit....ok concerts coming up...I need to find friends to go to concerts with....its like a must....because when some friends go to sghow..they wait till like the day before to tell me....so heres all the shows I wanna go to in the next few months..anyone wants to go to any..please gimme a comment or something
wed apr 14th - Brand New / Piebald / Denali
sun apr 18th - Thursday / Engine Down / Spitalfield
fri apr 30 - sat may 1st - New England Metal and Hardcore Festival
----Palladium - Worcester Mass.
sat mar 13th - Dropkick Murphys / Gang Green / Pug Uglies
sat apr 3rd - The Darkness / Wildhearts
sun apr 18th - Reel Big Fish / Sugarcult / Maxeen
wed apr 21st - Story Of The Year / Motion City Soundtrack / Letter Kills / Adair
----Avalon - Boston Mass.
thur apr 29th - Catch 22 / Mustard Plug / Big D and The Kids Table / Planet Smashers
----Axis - Boston Mass.
fri mar 26th - Big D and The Kids Table / Stray Bullets
---Westfield State Collgege - Westfield Mass.
sat mar 20th - Big D and The Kids Table / Stray Bullets
---Middle East - Cambridge Mass (18+ Venue!)
.....ok thats every one of em so far....so if ayone wants to tag along or come leave a freaking comment man.....besides that things have been cool as of late
-Saw passion of the christ (given my view and standpoint on religion which Im extremely unfaithful) I highly enjoyed the movie, given it was extrmely well shot by Mel
-Tara has now gotten me hooked onto one certain comedian Eddie Izzard who is a British Transvestite Comedian......by far the funnist man I have ever seen (i put him in reguards with Carlin)
-will hopefully visit Meg on the 26th when Big D plays at westfield
-...cant think right now...ooohhh...yeah....
-Semi was fucking fun.....Coleman, Kelly , Josh and Abby are the shit-lol..
-well thats all by now.....shout out to team shaws....lol.... |
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| and im not so sure, if im sure of anything, anymore..... |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | scared | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | A.F.I-God Called In Sick Today | ] |
hey.....im just doing this cause I havent updated in a while, and just out and plainly....I would like to apolagize to everyone.....I suck...flat out, plain and simple...no offense to you guys (and i mean my friends) you guys are my life force, but everything you say about me isnt true....im nothing...everything I have ever done ive fucked up, work, relationships, friendships, I even got a car and that broke.....im just tired....Ive dissapointed everyone and for that I apolagize, anything you say....I dont deserve....im sorry |
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| Let this slit wrist serenade sing me oh so softly back to sleep |
[Feb. 20th, 2004|08:58 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Thursday - A Hole In The World (Acoustic) | ] |
this sucks....this all fucking sucks.....ok last night definately one of the worst nights, and 2004 is definately the worst year of all so far....the streetlight manifesto show interfered witht he train times and we couldnt see it, therefore I wasted about 20 uneeded bucks on that show, and then afterwards...having a bad night because of the whole show thing (they really are one of my favorite bands) so we decided to prank call Mark Antione....cause its funny....so we did....and then his dad called my house complaining about the fact that we do this every goddamn night (weve done about five times in the past month) so then my mom calls me up yelling about that and my dad gets pissed so heres what happens after everything that sucked last night...my cell phone is being destroyed....dont try to call it...you wont get through anymore, No ska is dead...so the show that was pretty much to be my favorite show of the year....I cant go to...plus...if you really wanna go technical here....Im grounded (im also 19 by the way in case you didnt know) for a few days.......So I lose a cell phone, and the chance to go to the best show ive ever seen.....because of a prank call...this is the reason why I suck at life.....so I apolagize to everyone whos plans Ive screwed up for the day and everyone Ive offended...sorry |
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| To settle for less, its not what I prefer.... |
[Feb. 19th, 2004|08:04 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Alkaline Trio - This Could Be Love | ] |
Ok....everything sucks........recently ive been doing alot of thinking (inset corny "ooooh jim thinks joke here) and ive decided that me and sabrina needed a break, we moved way to fast on a schedule that allowed us to see each other at very few times....having a girlfriend I could only see twice a week was finally getting to me (which I never thought it would)....so after talking to a bunch of friends I decided to break it, it sucked doing but now so much shit has come from this I dont know what to think so ill address each issue rigth now....Ok the giant one everyone is thinking about.....yeah...i am still single....nothings going on with Tara (as the rumors still fly)....everyone is fucking assuming that I left sabrina to go out with Tara....wrong....what they should be doing is talking to me and figuring out that I was getting tired of everything that was going on and needed a extreme break from dating for the moment...I dont get how so many people can talk shit when I leave my cell phone number everywhere and with everyone....so please from now on...you gotta problem...say it to my face....dont go to my work and tell my brother to kick me in the balls for ya (that was also extremely childish by the way)...so many people have assumed stuff that could be easily clared if they just talked to the source...so from now on please...just talk to me....anyways tonight is the Streetlight Manifesto show...if anybody who is 18+ is still interested gimme a call on the cell and come...shows only 8 bucks....tomorrow is ska is dead also...I believe we are going with Jamie..now sure...I gotta get to work *shoots self*...bye |
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[Feb. 14th, 2004|11:01 am] |
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| | discontent | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Ben Folds Five - Brick | ] |
I dont know...ive been confused recently....today I know is valentines day and it dosent feel like it at all...really....I woke up without a sense of anything...just looked aroundas if it was another plain day...I dont know...Ill figure it out...besides that yesterday was fun....I hung with Laura D...fucking Kick ass time...we had to find the other L-D a boyfriend...so we ventured to the south shore plaza but couldnt find anyone there...but we did have lo' mein....yummy..next we ventured over to the weymotuh wal-mart where amny a pics were taken and I got a free pic with the AXE (that body deoderant) girl-lol it was cool....so she bought boggle and then we renter Cabin Fever and House of the Dead and chilled at my room and watched em...cool times...I dont know..blah...Ill write more later.... |
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| Elequently stolen from Bridget |
[Feb. 11th, 2004|08:11 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
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| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Streetlight Manifesto - Point / Counterpoint | ] |
[ x ] your first name spelled backwards: mij
[ x ] the story behind your Lj user name: something that I thought was cool three years ago
[ x ] where do you live: Hull Mass mofo
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up: Dependable, Energetic, Charismatic, blah
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] wallet - 1987 Print Batman
[ x ] hairbrush - dont own one
[ x ] toothbrush - Black and Pink
[ x ] jewelry worn daily - few bracelets, a wristband or two, occacionally a dragon pendant
[ x ] underwear - Black and white polka dots (ooooh)
[ x ] shoes - Plaid Print Chucks
[ x ] favorite shirt - My red and blakc bowling shirt
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Taking Back Sunday, Damage Plan, and Streetlight Manifesto
[ x ] tattoos - None :(
[ x ] piercings - None :(
[ x ] what you are wearing now - Blue jeans, my finch t-shirt, jacket, chucks
[ x ] hair - i dunno..short?....
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] in my mouth - strawberry cough drop
[ x ] in my head - confusion
[ x ] wishing - that I had a car
[ x ] talking to - No one
[ x ] fetishes - none....yet.....
[ x ] if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? I dont know, maybe Id go after Harrison Ford just for fucks sake
[ x ] person you wish you could see right now - Odd, but i really wanna chill with my boys
[ x ] is next to you - Shaws shirt and paycheck
[ x ] some of your favorite movies - Boondock Saints, Donnie Darko, SLC Punk, POTC
[ x ] something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - Streetlight and Skka Is Dead!
[ x ] something that you are deathly afraid of - SPIDERS
[ x ] do you like candles - Yes
[ x ] do you like hot wax - yes
[ x ] do you like incense - Of Course
[ x ] do you like the taste of blood - Not especially
[ x ] do you believe in love - Yes
[ x ] do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] do you believe in love at first sight - Yes
[ x ] do you believe in Heaven - Kind of
[ x ] do you believe in forgiveness - Yes
[ x ] do you believe in God - No
[ x ] what do you want done with your body when you're dead? - I wanna be dropped from a plane high in the air and let me land where I land....then just leave me there
[ x ] who is your worst enemy - worst enemy...mark antoine
[ x ] if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a puppy (ooooh)
[ x ] what are some for your favorite pig out foods - Stouffers French Bread pizza....fuck yeah...ooh and Ramen
[ x ] what's something you wish you could understand better - Spanish
x:Piercings = None
x:Tattoos = zip
x:Height= 5'9
x:Shoe size= 10 1/2
x:Hair color= Dark Dark Brown
x:Siblings= 2 Bros
LAST...
x:Movie you rented= Angus...muahaha
x:Movie you bought= Pirates Of The Carribean
x:Song you listened to= Streetlight Manifesto - Point/counterpoint
x:Song that was stuck in your head= Less Than Jake - Liquor Store
x:Cd you bought= Story Of The Year - Page Avenue
x:Cd you listened to= Streetlight Manifesto
x:Person you've called= Tara
x:Person that's called you= Rob
x:Tv show you've watched= News!
x:Person you were thinking of= Oddly enough...Gina...HI GINA!
x:Friend you made= John and Dylan from the boston parade
DO...
x:You have a crush on someone= Define Crush?...lol
x:You wish you could live somewhere else= During the winter......yes
x:You think about suicide= On a varied occasion
x:You believe in online dating= Not especially
x:You want more piercings= i want A piercing
x:You drink= When its available
x:You do drugs= nope
x:You smoke= nope
x:You like cleaning= Yes i do....but i need music
x:You like roller coasters= rock like what yes
x:You write in cursive or print= Print....easier on the eyes (i needed a excuse)
FOR OR AGAINST...
x:Long distance relationships= against
x:Using someone= Against
x:Suicide= Against
x:Killing people= When it has to be done...then its ok
x:Teenage smoking=Whatever...they can if they want..not my body
x:Doing drugs= Against but I dont care about others
x:Driving drunk= Against
x:gay/lesbian relationships= Go For it
FAVORITE...
x:Food= Rold Gold Hoey Braided twists (yum)
x:Song= No firggen clue..we would need hours to cover em all
x:Thing to do= Show it up
x:Thing to talk about= Music, Sports or Sex..all three spark the funnest convos
x:Sports= Wrestling, or Football
x:Drinks= Diet Pepsi, or Fruit 2o
x:Clothes= Jeans and a Tee Shirt
x:Band/singer= Robert Smith
x:Holiday= New Years - (its my birthday YAY!)
HAVE YOU...
x:Ever cried over a girl= Of course.
x:Ever cried over a boy= Not to memory
x:Ever lied to someone= yeah
x:Ever been in a fist fight= a few
x:Ever been arrested= nope
WHAT...
x:Shampoo do you use= Swave Coconut...ok im weird
x:Shoes do you wear= Mainly my Chucks or Vans Flame Print
x:Are you scared of= Spiders
NUMBER...
x:Of times I have been in love?= twice
x:Of times I have had my heart broken?= eh off an' on
x:Of hearts I have broken?= no clue
x:Of girls I have kissed?= Ummm....wow...is it sad when you really dont know this stat?
x:Of boys I have kissed?= Grrrrr...i feel bad answering this...1-lol...i got paid though
x:Of girls I've slept with?= ummm....five I think...wow thats bad-lol
x:Of boys I've slept with?= none..yay!
x:Of drugs taken illegally?= one...alcohol baby!
x:Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?= 3
x:Of people I consider my enemies?= 1 major person
x:Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= ummm...a few for sports
x:Of scars on my body?= two
x:Of things in my past that I regret?= ok shorter list...how much dont i regret
FAVORITE...
x:Disney movie= Duck Tales The Movie, or The Little Mermaid
x:Word= Rock Like What?
x:Nickname= Bruce, Ross
x:Eye color= Blue or completely weird colors...like blends
x:Flower= Roses
x:Piercing= Lip ring....I wish i had one (completely agree with Brig)
x:actor= Johnny Depp / Christopher Walken
x:actress= Dont really have one....
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
x:Pretty= Haha not at all
x:Funny=On Occasion
x:Hot=Not at all
x:Friendly=Yeah
x:Amusing=at times
x:Ugly= Yes
x:Lovable=I can be
x:Caring= Yes I try
x:sweet=again I try
x:dorky= Oh god yes....
Fin.... |
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| Fuck Yeah Mother Fucker...... |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|09:47 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | ditzy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Face To Face - Best Defense | ] |
You're a Bostonian! If you don't actually live
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Boston like what?.... |
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| Well its getting colder and youre getting distant,.... |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|08:11 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Taking Back Sunday - Blue Channel | ] |
Hey kids....whats going on again....ok first of all..Crystal...thank you so much for the Icon....it means literally so much to me that I have this...so *hug*.....other than that not much has been going on lately...works been fun considering my boss Gordy has been pissed at me and wont say a fucking word to me besides what he wants done...oh well....less time I have to get bitched at....so reguardless I gotta work from 9 to 3 today..then Im picking up tara and were heading to robbies to have a family guy marathon, call the cell or text me if your interested. Oh and yes...im still trying to find anyone 18+ who wants to go to the streetlight manifesto show next thursday.....its only 8 bucks and will probably be the show of the year for me so I cant miss it...oh yes...and soon the pics from the pats parade will be up...good time had by all there...hmm what else has been going on recently....SMOKE....(hint family guy reference)....blahness...umm...anything else cool going on..hahah oh yes...and yesterday at work there was a call to floral...I get there and this kid has to be about 8 years old standing there with flowers he wants wrapped, do I have a fucking clue how to do it...No but I tried anyways and the kids sitting there talking to me about hows there is no Fucking help there...he says this to me...I was laughing my ass off and then Meli and Zach walk down and Melissa (who saw me in trouble *hug* THANK YOU!) offers to help out..so she does it perfectly and the kids still complaining about how there is no fucking help and then Meli said something and he told her to shut up...we were in hysterics now and the kid started to burp...really..the kid was like satan...regaurdless I saw im out in the shaws foyer and he called me incompatant...I almost killed him....oh well..little bitch-lol....hmm anything else..not really...oh yes...i dont really wanna talk about it cause its depressing but I feel the need to bring it up, the other day I went to Nicks funeral....and it was really depressing..for many varied reasons...mainly the fact that the entire time I couldnt believe I had to go through it again...I didnt lose a friends but everyone there who did I knew exactly how they felt but was crushed however by the fact that I couldnt feel the same emotion about someone who recently passed...I dont know if its just me but do you absolutely feel like shit when someone says something or does something and theres nothing you can do cause your not exactly sure about how your feeling....like someone is balling their eyes out and you cant console them cause you dont feel the same way....its almost insulting to do that to a person.....i dont know..im just fucking weird....anyways I gotta jet to work..peace kids.... |
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| Live From Shaws Cohasset........ |
[Feb. 4th, 2004|07:21 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Sarah Mcglachlin - Fallen | ] |
wow...updating gets a new level of sadness today when I successfully complete a entry made from the upstairs computer at shaws at 7:22 in the morning...completely pathetic....regaurdless...couple of things I have to address....first of all...Nick Lyons...early in the morning of Febuary 2nd...Nick Lyons died in a car accident by victorias in Hingham...sadly enough...is wasnt really the death that impacted me...it was the Brian memories all brought up again...and now its just another sad stepping stone, have to go through everything all over again...the wake, the funeral....losing two hull kids from a senior class as tightly knit as mine was is kinda shocking considering the fact that in our senior year, all we could joke about was the fact that we all made it, every last one of us...now look at it...weve lost two members in one month, a couple of girls are pregnant and it hasnt even been a year.....when you really break it down....2004 has sucked horribly..end of story..no other explanation..it has just sucked....well besides that yesterday was a blast...the fucking patriots parade...holy shit it was awesome....first of all we took "two cars" which means two diffent cliques with me being the only connection....so noone hung out..in fact ill explain why my bitter existance was saved from bordom death yesterday....in one car was Franky, Ally, and Tommy and in the other it was me, Rob, Tara, Sabrina, and Julie....eventually we found out Katie was coming too *jump for joy (sarcasm)*.....so we took the boat in to boston and thank god for franky and tommy, they brought Jack and coke..yummy..that was devoured oh-so quickly and then into the parade which was insane....I guess I prank called mark a few times too...that was fun....so in essence we go and we go until we get to city hall plaza in which we go up and it is already jam packed...like holy shit...so me personally I just wanna have fun out there...the whole point of going...but Julie and Katie bitched about how they wanted to go down and see them on the parade route, completely severing us from any hope of getting with franks group which pissed me off but I had to stick with rob cause he was my ride go "team robs car" went down there....boring....we just stood there for about 20 minute not talkling to each other...comnpletely fucking bored...until Carney, Ward, Bisset and Shaunessgey show up...and then...damn....they cheered me right the fuck up, and they cheered up Tara to...but apparently....noone else and sorry to say..oh well....cause we had a fucking blast and I woudnt of traded it for anything...throughout the numerous chants of "fuck the panthers", "oi" and "child rape" were the many "walls of death" that we so elequently created....we also met new friends....Haverhill John (hes a cool shit) and this girl Dylan who once went out with Jay Unseen....it was cool...so throughout the mosh pits, revving up the crowd, and picture taking we had a blast, whether it was with the Christ Childs or the really overweight Jabba the Hutt impersonator...I had a blast..so anyone who stuck with the group and had fun yesterday...thank you...you made it all worth going...you definately Rock like what. So besides that we left and went to taco bell which was good..I ate so much..cause im fat...oh well...and on top of that we went to Robs house and watched boondock saints and then family guy...so it was cool....unfortunately tonight im not going with Amanda B. cause her mom gave the tix away but oh well...we'll definately go another night..and we so will hang soon.....really not much is going on besides that....if anyone has info on the Nick Wake/Funeral please give my cell a call or a text...i would really like to know (1-617-943-9252)..thanks guys...... |
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| With a vest on my chest, a bullet in my lung.... |
[Jan. 31st, 2004|04:01 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | All American Rejects -One More Sad Song | ] |
Blah....thats all there is to say really..fucking blah....some cool points though...Eggs anyone?...haha....regaurdless the other night went out to dinner with T-Goss, Lizzie, and Samwise at Fridays....fucking funny time....just sitting there talking about funny masturbation stories weve all heard and reciting Freddie Prinze Jr. movies we know because our waiter was an exact replica of the actor himself....pricelesss i tell you....priceless, and then last night was me, Tommy, Frank and Lauren going to Mickeys to play pool....and oddly enough encountered by a trashed Meghan O Callahan...sounds engaging dosent it.....regaurdless we had a good time playing pool and then on the ridehome I passed out in franks backseat...nothing bad happened I assure you....and then tomorrow is the super bowl...if anyone wants an extra member at a party (wink wink nudge nudge)....i dont have plans yet...but would love to considering its a day away and have no fucking clue where i am heading yet....and yes...tuesday...all who would like to come to los' Patriots Parade (we all know they r going to win....we r having the parade)...gimme a call on the cell (1-617-943-9252)...ring it up cuase I want to go with a bunch of peeps....its gonna be mad cool though...grrr....I need diet pepsi...ok aside from that...im still trying to find people who will venture to the shows...unfortunately..the Feb 18th Streetlight Manifesto show is 18 plus...so all who were going to go with me...cant-lol..but if you are over 18 and want to come..please tell me cause i dont wanna go alone...and then Feb 20th is the Ska is Dead Tour if anyone is still interested....boo-yah-lol....regaudless I must be getting going .....Ill update again soon...dont worry Tara S.-lol....buhh bye! |
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| ....the one that makes me scream she said.... |
[Jan. 25th, 2004|04:47 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | creative | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Brand New - Jaws Theme Swimming | ] |
hey kids....im doing a little better as of recent...things are getting sorted out and im trying to figure out what I can do with my life but coming up short on solutions...reguardless....things are still good now...I chilled with Kelly, Coleman and Jamie last night....good time chillin with people who I havent hung with in a while and last night was stressing for me so im glad i did that....and also I resolved things with the ever insatiable Gregory Porter...quite happy about that cause things should of never gotten that weird *i love ya bro "peace"*-haha...ROHAN WILL ANSWER!.....besides that the normal stuff....Plans have been made for thursday night to go to the movies with me, Sam Tara and Lizzie....work crew unite!...go see the Butterfly Effect down in Randolph or sumtin...quite good quite good...oh and yes...groups are officially uniting for the two febuary shows!....1st (thanks to sir coleman for awareing me of this)....Febuary 18th at The Middle East...Streetlight Manifesto!...one of their five shows (cause they never play) is in Cambridge which is insane..so A Giant group is going to that...and then two friggen days later at the Palladium is the infamous Ska is Dead tour..featuring none other than Catch 22, Mustard Plug, Big D and The Kids Table and the Planet Smashers.....total cost for both shows....under 25 bucks...anyone who cant afford this is either homeless or dead....no offence to the homeless....besides that tonights confusing cause i have no clue whats going on...i worked 7 to 4 and no...clueless so if ya wanna chill...call the cell...1-617-943-9252..bye kids |
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| My tounge is the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart..... |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|10:06 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  pessimistic | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Lost Prophets - Last Train Home | ] |
Shoot me now...please.....I think that would be the best solution, because for however many times I start to figure out my life...it will always just be kick striaght in the blass and then Ill get laughed at again..maybe Ill just move, to like alabama...where I can become like mayor there....but then again...I need a car...see always something holding me back...well ok...Ill just describe the fun stuff right now....ok to begin...a few nights ago me,matt,tara,greg,correen, tom, and chris were bowling at olindys with the intention of going to the movies to see LOTR-ROTK for the third fourth or fifth time. However most theaters did not have a show later on that night, one did thought. So we packed up our shit and drove to park street in boston to the Lowes theater there for its 10:25 show. Fucking awesome....movie didnt get out till 2....we didnt gwet home till four.....i had to work at 9...good times lemme tell you. Especially when your yelling at everyone whos in the freezing cold from your nice warm car....its a good feeling. Then a day or two later me, tara, johnny and danny b. ventured over to Mickeys to play some pool......and almost susessfully killed about four people...highly enjoyable....so thats been the opitamy of everything lately.....just work fun and no fun.....thats it...anyways...Holy friggen like whoa....hahaha...i gots me a cell phone...1-617-943-9252.....ring it like whoa....so anyways im out...peace
Rock Like What? |
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| These marks you left across my neck, at the times where we were both found at our best..... |
[Jan. 15th, 2004|05:41 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Thursday - For the Workforce/Drowning (Live In Detroit CD) | ] |
Hey my life is gaining momentum!.....actually....its pretty easy to gain momentum when your going downhill....things have been really fucked as of recent and I dont know what to do...theres so much I wanna obtain in life but have no means to do it....ive blown all my money...i work at shaws part time (not saying shaws isnt cool but I dont wanna work part-time produce for the rest of my life)....oh and im sorry if this offends you..but Greg...I DONT CARE THE NEXT TIME YOU HANG WITH A FRIEND OF MINE....but I would immenssley appreciate it if you didnt LIE to me about what you were doing...when I ask what you are doing tomorrow, and you tell me one thing and another friend says shes hanging with you....and that isnt what you told me...it hurts....besides that things are blah....I really need to start figuring shit out....its getting to me....oh yes...I have to embarress her and write this...my new buddy and shaws teamate T-Goss wrote something at one point and I gotta hold of it...it seemed so essential to how I was feeling.....so perfect...the words almost branded themselves to me.....so I feel compelled to put it up...granted its not the story but only the first and second paragraphs.....here we go
"I look at my life as a rose.I started out as a bud, small and nieve, unopened to the prodigious world. As my life progressed, the rose started to open, and I encountered new things along the way. Being beautiful with a diverse personality was not enough for a society that demands perfection.Gradually the rose started to lose its grace and so was I. This is my story, my life, my wilted rose.
(enter life story here)- Final two paragraphs.....
" Time was something that I could not accept. I hated how the system had worked, a monster that could not be reasoned with. It responded like a snail to my impatience, and then it raced like a gazelle when I couldnt catch my breath. I always thought that everything would work out so perfectly. When I became more knowledgable of the world, I realized that was not the case. I understood the concept of death, but again I did not accept it. I felt that time had taken everything away from me, and it would dismantle my life forever, I didnt want to believe it but everything, especially recovery, took time and patience....the things I never thought I could have. When everything wasnt fixed right away, I lost all hope and gave up, and returned to that dark place.
I never wanted to accept that this was my life, but I learned that I must. I know that I will survive and I know if I try, I can change things. I am still not able to feel that full sense of happiness. Now all I have are my memories, which have faded. I look back now and wonder what I could of done to change things in my life.I now know that there is little I could of done.Now I must live with my mistakes and start a new life, grow a new rose. There is only one problem that may prevent me from completing this task, and in my perspective, I have failed....that last rose petal has fallen...."
....and Tara....that really changes my outlook on everything...trust me.... |
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[Jan. 13th, 2004|11:00 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | rejected | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Lucky Boys Confusion - Something To Believe | ] |
Hey kids....well the third time trying to update this fucking thing should be a charm...besides that...things have been fucked up as of recent....to begin with....there was Brian...that loss shook everyone and still for everyone who came to the wake and the funeral....thank you...and then after that week....my car dies...not cause of a replaceable battery...not because of the gas...becasue of something we cant figure out....it sucks....so now I dont have a car....what I was going to use to go find a full time job TODAY is gone and now I need to go off other cars to get to places...it sucks all over again....it just feels like my life is never gonna be doing a fucking thing....on top of that my dad calls up today starts to get pissed at me because I have no life and I cant tell him the fact that I was going looking tomorrow because my car broke down (of course thats my fault too)and my awesome mother is giving me the car for the day to go looking and go to quincy to the career placement centerbecause if I tell him that guess what....Im just full of shit..i never had plans...I hate it...Im just a fucking slacker who will never do anything with his life...Ill just end up living on a street corner somewhere searching for food....yep that was my plan all along...and the horrible fact is I can only tell my mom because she at least understands somewhat...my dad only gets pissed and then mention two things...One-Why didnt you do this when you figured out you were doing nothing Two-Go to the military.....i never got it..he worships my two other brothers because one wants to be a cop and the other wants to go to a trade school...and then me...i mean...I realize I suck....but it cant be as nearly as bad as what it is...its not like im on the streets everynight getting into trouble and dealing cocaine...ive never once been arrested or brought home by a cop...actually..never even questioned by a police officer actually....his one excuse for not letting me stay out as long as I want is that theres only trouble that you canget into after a certain time but ive never once been arrested..to be perfectly honest...never got into trouble but if I come home a little late...its like I should of never been born.....but oh well....I just gotta figure out shit and soon...any suggestions would be immensley appreciated..really the point...where I am with almost everything right now im not happy about..besides that I really got nothing else to say...ohh yes....Happy 4 month Sibby!...haha..,.just figured that one out...dont I suck...ohhhh and yes...I almost forgot the shout outs.....here they go
-Big shout out to team Shaws bringing the noise and da' funk...haha (for anyone whos confused about team shaws that would be Tara Sullivan, T-Goss, Jesse, Super Jew (Andrew White), Kevin, Tim, Grayson, Stacey, Ryan, John, Bill, Zack Attack, Tina, and anyone else who I may of forgot...
--To the new LiveJournalists from Hull Jenn, and Julie...welcome aboard!
-Three Letters G.I.A (Greg Is Awesome!)
-Big Shout out to Frodo from the shire!
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| Why............ |
[Jan. 6th, 2004|09:14 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Sarah Mcglauchlin - Angel | ] |
On January 3rd 2003, Brian Patrick Regan passed away at the age of Eighteen. Going on a fun-filled day of snowboarding with friends, Brain packed in a car with Dan Middendorf, Matty Salvatore, Tommy Young, and Chris Wilson. The trip started around eight in the morning and went smoothly till about nine o' clock A.M. Arriving upon exit 18 in New Hampshire they didnt notice the black ice that laid ahead. Going sixty-five miles and hour Dan went into the black ice unaware he was even there. By the time the car started to swerve Dan hooked the wheel back into the lane but the momentum of the car was too much. They careened off the road into a wooded area where they flipped the car multiple times and eventually stopping. Four members remained strapped to the car....unfortunately Brian was not wearing his seatbelt at the time....when the car began to careen off the road and flip it was too late...Brian was instantly ejected from the vehicle...the car a good thirty feet away from the road, still had brian twenty feet ahead of it. Unaware of what happened to Brian the remaining four miracously survived and escaped the vehicle.....upon Medics responding they foundout Brian was still alive, sadly though recieving massive trauma to the head. Brian successfully made it to the first hospital but the didnot have the capability to do what needed to be done to him to survive. They decided to take the risk to move him to a second more capable hospital where he might be able to be saved. Brian never arrived.....around noon-time that day Brian Patrick Regan died. ....within the past few days the support for him has been absolutely tremendous. Dan, Matt, Chris, Tom , Dan. Frank and myself could of never fathomed the amount of friends and people who have just shown their condolences by stopping by or stopping us in a hall and talking. To everyone who has either came up to us, stopped by, called or even IM'ed us....from the bottom of all our hearts...thank you...truly, right now Brian would been extatic to see everyone who has just been there for him right now....So as small of a memior as this is right now....Brian, you will be truly missed here....whether from the Coyboys to the Numerous amounts of HK's here, and even the "emo kids" that we all had grudges with....we will all miss you...and No matter what you will always be with us bro...always... |
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| Now Our Hands Are Tied...and our world is caving in.... |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|08:20 pm] |
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| | Story Of The Year - Swallow The Knife | ] |
Hey kids...guess what...Pics!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Ahhhhhh kids!......hola....only Two....count em'...uno, dos...to "Jim-A-Pallooza 2004"....I still have no clue how im going to ring in the new year but I will be out having my B-Day celebration somewhere...so if anyone isnt doing anything and would like me to make an appereance.....I would be more than happy....besides that things have been going normal as of late....I did a little shopping and bought a finch shirt and a story of the year shirt that I have fallen I love with...reguardless X-Mas eve n' day were awesome....X-Mas eve me and Robbie got up at fucking eight in the morning to go shopping and my car got successfully tapped/hit twice in the mall...fucking horrible...one guy that I didnt catch fucked up my grill a little....asshole...ill kill him....but still we got back at around one and so began the festivites....it was an ok day...I had Sibby with me so it was all good....after my house we went to her aunts house which was a personal blast for me...im so used to just staying at my house and such and spending it at the girlfriends was an odd yet gratifiying experience...so chilling with her family was actually really fun....alot of it was just because it was something new but I had alot of fun....then on X-Mas also had an enjoyable day...enjoyable presents...some stuff for the car....candy land (dont ask...dont ask) but I liked it...then after alot got done (not really) I headed over to Sibbys aunts house where we watched freaky friday and I played with her little cuzzin matt while her other cousin carter ignored me--haha....after that delightful time we went over to my grandmothers house where we talked for a while...really cool....and also we heard bad embarressing stories about me...not cool...but that was my x-mas experience...
well ok here it is...I promised it....What Jims learned/done/experienced in 2k3..
-Do Not Cross drink Watermelon Pucker and Jack...it dosent work out...
-Dumpsters...=Bad
-The Fact That I had three girlfriends my entire life and Ive had three this year alone...hmmm....
-Car Gages and working Gas lines are good
-Donuts on Plaza roof are good.....unless however they havent plowed it
-Hitting Carriges with car can be gratifying
-Warped Tour 2003....I dont care what anyone says...I HAD FUN
-Mike M. CAN fit into tight pink sweatshirts *see pic above*
-Anyone remember up until June when we had high school....creepy
-Robbies car dying in N.H. after he tried dragging it....hahaha
-MIIIIKKKE....I was on robs car and fell off and almost died (british accent)
-Chasing after Fat ass....I mean Mark Antoine (im getting my dad)
-Numerous Intersections in the T-Bird that we almost got killed in
-Shaws crew is Def. better than stoppie crew (Tara Represent!)
-Emo Kids vs. The Skins...even though half the emo kids werent emo kids and half the skins werent skins...heehehe
-Jews are cheap.....at least in Hull....who have major crushes on Rob....puddles....
-Senior Skip 2003......need I say more....
-Jackass crew....drive thru Karnage (fire in the hole!)
-Me N' Sibby 9-13-03 Going strong fuckers! (and you gave us a week)-haha
-Framingham State College "Pizza in the morning Pizza in the evening....SHUT UP!"
-Culture Club and Kenny Loggins ARE STILL COOL
-Dooch Bag...nuff said
-LE BARON....LE BARON
-Nascar 2003....good times...
-Smash Mouth Live and In person...
-Less then Jake and Big D at the hatchshell....Orgasm!
-Hey kid you know what a cunt is...just asking....
-BOW....SHMEGMA!
-Ed:Hey anyone wanna sit on my banana?
-Preggy Leah....slut....
-My Milkshake brings all the bo...GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
-Jesus...youre drunk again.....No im not..im just exhausted from being up all night drinking...
-Blizzards!
-Me, Meli and Jenn's wonderful ride home from chilis....Almost dies....
-HK for life yo.....shut the fuck up!
-Chaser-Shot-Chaser go Mark!....*coughPUSSYcough*
-Frankie and a nail bat....do I have to go on....
-Harvard Square.....wow the times....
-Karnage Krew boston edition....City Hall Scooter...
......yeah its definately been a most interesting year... and reguardless of what anyone does or says about it...I had fun...im mean I know im a major fucking dork...but this has been my most memorable year...friends I wont forget....all the stupid times....its amazing.....so to everything that goes away or that will stay the same...I tip my hat and with that....goes away 2003...now its y2K + 4....oooh *waves fingers*...so the next time you hear from me it will be my B-day...or it might be tomorrow night just to wish you all a happy new year....oh and yes....someone call me!.....
P.S. - HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORREEN!!!!!
P.P.S - Haha Nikki I got the Blackmail Pic Up!!!!
12/31/03 Edit: It seems as some comments on this recent entry have been hurtful to someone and I deeply apolagize for that mistake, the words though just a small inside joke can be taken out of context for something they are not and that mistake has happened.....in my own moronic way I thought the inside joke was funny and it just turns out that it hurt and for that I apolagize. |
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| All your choices.....they're choosing you...... |
[Dec. 25th, 2003|02:08 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Story Of The Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day | ] |
Merry X-Mas all my little fucked up friends....wow.....I cant believe its x-mas again....and you know that is even weirder.....and I relaized it today....ive had this contraption for over a year....the LJ turned one eight days ago.....amazing....but its all coo'...for x-mas my parents bought me a bunch of stuff for the car and in a few days im geting a cell phone....fucking rock hard-lol.....well anyways i just wanted to say merry x-mas....to the crew in hull...to the ot of towners..and even those delightful little friends at shaws cohasset....MERRY X-MAS!
P.S.-Coming soon....list of what ive learned 2003 edition |
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| An art thief is a man who takes pictures.... |
[Dec. 16th, 2003|09:31 am] |
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| | artistic | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Finch - Post Script | ] |
Interesting how things work....i dont know...things are slow today....I gotta work from one to seven....i think coreen is visiting me today *yip yip**hug*...save me from my life of absolute boredom...aside from that I might be hanging with Smo job for a little while....well in other news Hull has the most ghetto wrestling team ever....evvvver....these guys suck..its like the bad news bears without talent...*tear*..sad to see em like this...well I think the new name for my car is "Bubba the Love Sponge"...i find it to be highly enjoyable...ooh ooh....my car is now leaking gas!...boo yah!...so whoever i tote around...fork over the gas money...hahaha...ooh...also in more big news....in January I believe I am starting my Jim McKenna College tour 2004....hardcore...on my list...Westfield, Bridgewater, URI, Salve, Dean and many others...should kick alotta ass...maybe ill have some fun too....ohh yes....we can actually begin a countdown for my birthday!
17 Days Until Jim-A-Palooza 2004!
boo-yah cracka.....oooh...and major hug to Correen for donating the extra Janes Addiction, Manson, Used ticket to me...*huggles*....now i need to find a concert for you...damn it....ill find one...ohh yea...im also trying to find a group to go with me to the Projekt Revolution tour...granted you will have to put up with P.O.D. but its Linkin Park, Hoobastank and STORY OF THE YEAR *splooge*.....oh well...im gonna get to the streets of Hull..night my friends *leave me some messages* |
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| My hands are at your throat...and I think I hate you..... |
[Dec. 10th, 2003|07:58 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | morose | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Story of The Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day | ] |
Hi kids...wow...I suck alot...its been about a month since I last updated this mofo....thats screwed....I wish I could more but things have been happening solemme get to em.....first of all I GOT MY CAR!....its funny cause the original 500 dollar car I was supposed to get has a boatload of problems...so now it will be a 1000+ car...oh well....its pimp driving...so its a 1990 chrysler le'baron....it needs a name...a small contest shall be held and whoever gives me the best name....shall get a prize...i dont know what it is..might be Hostess Ring Ding or some Little Debbie Zebra cakes...hell it might me a 1964 Chevy Yanko Camaro....doubtful though....anyways...things r going great with Sabrina still...I never get to see the girl but when I do its all the better....I might be splitting X-Mas eve with her family and mine so it will be cool...the first time that I did something for christmas other than being with my family...weird..haha...besides that Its work as normal for me....Im working still about everyday to get my car all set and soon I need to start saving for a college of some sorts...it will be good though....anyways....I need to jet to work now...leave me some sugar...haha....sounds so queer-lol |
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| Hazing.....isnt it delightful? |
[Nov. 14th, 2003|10:00 am] |
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| |  loved | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Thursday - A Hole In The World (Acoustic) | ] |
Hi kids....wow...I suck.,...havent written in a while...its all varied...Ive been working so much and then im out all the time and then im working and im out and then i sleep and then i work some more...then try to sleep realize i cant work some more and then hang with friends......fun fun fun....anyways heres a quick recap of whats been going on in the past week
-Hanging with Friends
-Franks B-Day! Happy 19th you morose motherfucker!
-Introduced to Dominos Cheesey Bread....yummmm
-Met and hung with Sibbys kick ass cousin Nikki
-Contemplating killing the bitch who still hasnt sent me the title for my car yet....its still not on the road....soon it will be..
-Miss Andreas B-Day = *7* Days!
-Wendys Jr. Bacon Cheeseburger....yes!
-Lauras Car is Comatose
The slow torture of a sir mark antoine...what an ass.
.......yep other than that i cant really remember...not much else has been up....theres been alot of kick ass concerts going on recently and Kelly....ill call ya tonight...whats going on about the palladium tomorrow...we still havent talked about it...and I need to know whats going on and how im gonna get there....kinda crucial info...anyways tonight Im working from three t eight if anyone feels cool enough to visit me...please.....visit me..haha.....besides that lifes been boring....if anyone feels like hanging soon call me up or leave a comment on the ole' trusty LJ thanks kids....cya soon
P.S. - We are trying to spread this name around like wildfire so I will steal my nickname from what the cohasset kids have called me for a year....Jimmy Cancer.....so thats the new moniker...call me it however much u want...haha....night friends...
P.P.S.-I Love You Sibby! |
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| Shoot Me Shoot Me Shoot me......yay! |
[Nov. 4th, 2003|09:09 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Blink 182 - Feeling This | ] |
Hola again....its me yet again....and good news...by Sunday....the keys to a hott 1990 Chrysler La Baron will be in my hands....ill have pics up soon...and ill have the halloween pics up soon....theres not many but I still say Dan Bisset is still the scariest halloween motherfucker ever....besides that nothing is hapening much...(not this) but next friday is me and Sibby's two month going out annversary thingy....god knows ill do something stupid or that....but anyways I know im a Matrix geek....and Wednsday is the final one....so im going...if anyone else is intrested just gimme a call....we're going to dinner too :)....and also im trying to find a group who wants to go to the battle of the bands / Kudzu show...i should have my car insured by then so if ya wanna go just gimme a phone call yo dizzog....anyways i must be off....I love Ya Sibby...night |
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| Happy Halloween!......Boo....Did I Scare You?.....Shit..... |
[Oct. 31st, 2003|09:15 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Hot Action Cop - Fever For The Flava | ] |
Hey whaddup my *edit for content*.....god im hyper right now....happy halloween fools....blah....its 9:17 and i dont even know what im doing yet...sad...i think im like wearing a suit and then Danny Bisset is gonna Misfit my face out...its gonna be hardcore....anyways for Halloween its gonna be me, Sibby, Nick, Kelly, Shaugnessey, Bisset, Johhny , and maybe Laura and god knows who else....anyways everythings been so kick ass recently...ive been working my ass off like 50 hours a week.....so I get the car soon.....sooooooooo cool....im sorry I havent been updating either...but I promise now I will up date like four times a week.....ohhh yes...announcement......I have a new community I want you all to join...I forget how to do the link to it (someone pleeease show me..haha....) but the community is the_hull_rats so just like copy and paste it....mainly its for all the sad pathetic hull kids we have....so please join...even if you arent from hull...its ok....we accept anyone...I know it dosent even look that cool yet but tonight....its gonna look fucking spiffy.....anyways blah....so much cool stuff coming up....ohh yeah and I almost forgot
--Episode Three...The J-Mac Entertainment Project-
ok.....I gave andrea the heads up last night....sorry again girl Im costin ya money...well ok here it goes....
1- Hot Action Cop......ok regaurdless that every song is about oral sex it still kicks ass.....dont even question it....its fun music...kinda like Andrew W.K.....but good....just download it.....
2-Nada Surf - Popular - ok download that song....for the love of god download that song....its soooooooo yummy....shit....ok i have to go...more to come tonight...happy halloween...I love you sibby! *muah* |
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| The Pictures Of All |
[Oct. 20th, 2003|09:21 pm] |
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| | hyper | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Streetlight Manifesto - A Moment Of Silence | ] |
 
 
 
 
 
Blah.....Im picture happy right now so I decided to put a shitload of pics up...theres chel-c girl and Jojo and many other ones of me and such and blah....anyways...peace! |
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| Picture Time! |
[Oct. 15th, 2003|08:40 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | RX Bandits - Analog Boy | ] |
 
 
 
 
 
Ahhh....the pictures of love....haha.....well the pics of the girl is Sabrina....she is fucking awesome!....Pics taken at the wonderful allerton point in Hull...aside from that the rest is my at Crazy Doughs in Harvard Square...a messed up see through Pic of Rob and a random sunset pic....have fun.... |
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| Ill be seeing you again......Ill be seein you.....IN HELL! |
[Oct. 15th, 2003|09:16 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | cynical | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Sum 41 - The Hell Song | ] |
The NAACP
Circle I Limbo The Florida Marlins
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Julie Fish
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Insane Clown Posse
Circle IV Rolling Weights Uppity Straight Edge Vegans
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx True Skinheads
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Poser Punk/Goth/Metalheads
Circle VII Burning Sands Wiggers
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Tie :The Man who Made Legal Drinking Age 21 / "God"
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell
.....ok my own personal hell....level one...the NAACP.....ya knw...i understand that your people were opressed by our ancestors...that dosent mean from now on we have to live by double standards...just dosent seem right...they have always pissed me off...........ok level two is The Florida Marlins, hell you dont even have to be a baseball fan to dispise them...except Pudge...hes cool....on level three there is Julie Fish...Rob Smolinskys bitch of a girlfriend that he wont break up with....all she does is piss everyone off and blah...I hate her....on level four there lies the Insane Clown Posse, the ICP has pissed me off to no end and I desperately wanna kill every Juggalo out there...why...because their music sucks.....on level five there are the uppity-straight edge vegans.....ok...ill get this down right here....straight edgeand vegan is fine if you dont preach it and criticize other people for not doing it.....it isnt fine if you tell other people to fuck off cause they arent like you....your just an asshole....or an uppity straight edge vegan....level six is reserved for true skinheads...those assholefuckers who will eventually end up as hypocrites or dead just because someones "religion" or the color of their skin...thats ludicris...and idiotic....i wanna kill them....the seventh level is reserved for people I loath....in point...the Poser Punk/Goth/Metalheads....the next time I see a goth walking around and we get to chatting and I ask if they like Cradle of Filth or Dimmuborgir and they say they havent ehardof em....but they LOVE the new Godsmack cd....Im gonna knife em all...someone who has never heard of Rancid or The Sex Pistols or The Clash god forbid but get a mohawk, dyes it red and go around singing Simple Plan, Good Charlotte or Avril.....Im gonna deck em......flat out maulings I say....Level 8 we move onto the Wiggers the shining white light in the predominantly black world....these guys are complete assholes...im not talking about the ones who dress a little different...thats fine...im talking about the ones who were raised normally in Weymouth or Hingham and one day decided...hey...im gonna act like a prick...so he dresses like his favorite artist and goes around saying "Yo whaddup Dog" or something like that of course he cant call his homies a N_____R (Edited so I dont get sued)....because of that whole level one issue.....ok...and onto the most vile of them all....and guess what..its a tie....first there is The Man Who Made The Legal Drinking Age 21......KILL HIM....OBVOUS REASONS!.....MAUL THE FUCKER!......and then onto one of my most loathed...."God"....he belongs in hell for the pure and simple fact hes the biggest lie ever told.....amazing you can convince millions of people you walked on water, it amazing that you healed the blind and also you rose from the dead, it is also quite amazing you came back as a vision for many to see.....however that was thousands of years ago.....until the day his ass comes back to earth and says...yep this is me, sorry for the delay....I wont believe..I refuse to....I dont believe in god but I do believe in one thing.....Logic....
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| We held hands on our last night together...our mouths filled with dust.... |
[Oct. 14th, 2003|11:17 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Lucky Boys Confusion - City Lights | ] |
Hi kids....its 11:30 in the morning and im sitting here in my boxers, now paitently sipping on a diet pepsi and revisiting my cd collection by listening to Sum 41's "All Killer No Filler"....good times....well here it is...im getting a car....1990 Chrysler La' Baron....sad..but itll be the most kick ass car when im done with it....its four door and ill just pimp it out...checkerboard seat covers, cd player, everything my ideal car would be....its gonna be sweet yo....reguardless things with Sabrina are going mucho good....im soo happy with the way everything is goin smooth.... and soon I get my car, search for a full time job and who knows get some night courses in and then go to like bridgewater state or something....get my life back on track the way i want it to be...just rocking out the way ive wanted to....i mean i got a kick ass girlfriend, going to get a car...ill definately have the resources to do so...it'll be awesome....so maybe I can be truly happy soon...who knows....well ok...its now time
------Jimz Entertainment Spotlight Dos--------
....well ok here it is...the second installmeant of Jims entertainment spotlight...and I cant promise that youll enjoy these but Im currently digging these once again....first up....a band sadly not many people have heard about...but definately should of....
1- Lucky Boys Confusion.....sadly...no one in Hull knows about these guys...and they should...cause they r just plain good....releasing a bunch of CDs in the past decade by far there greatest was Throwing The Game....a catchy mix of all we look for in Punk, Ska, Reggae, and Latino music....with all our greatest issues covered in the mix...everything from Issues with cops, Getting the girl you never thought you could, depression,getting out of your hellhole town and teen angst.....and then the wonderful issues of stealing girlfriends, nailing girls in the backseat of your car, and getting searched for weed (of course they cant find it though)....the riffs, vocals, drumming, and occasional brass section this CD will definately grab you...virtually every song on this CD is a hit and i highly recommend it.....
well that was it...blah....hopefully people can enjoy this one....download it, buy it, steal it whatever....leave some comments and tell me how ya feel about it....oh yeah...much love to the online girlfriend haha.....yeah andrea.....oh well...I love ya sabrina!.... |
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| I Remembered not to breath this time.... |
[Oct. 9th, 2003|11:15 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | productive | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | A.F.I. - This Time Imperfect | ] |
Woooowee......I dont even know if that is an actual word...things are going muy bien for me right now...things are falling into place yet again but this time I feel like it is for sure....like somehow ive ended up with my version of the perfect girlfriend....(and Jenn if youre reading this...sorry)....but im kinda glad Jenn did what she did to me, its mean but reguardless....i am truly glad that she pulled that stunt. So now im making a very good amount of cash.....ill have a car in a few weeks...and Ill be working everyday....I love it....Ive got the girl who I absolutely adore, and for once I have a girl who has the best quality any girl for me can ever have....shes completely honest...so fucking great....besides that everythings peachy....Im alive still....so Car Accident Count = 1 still.....haha....also....everyones seems to be sounding off about this Marriage Whatever week....so im going to join...and offend everyone I possibly ever could by saying this...Doing shit in the name of god is bullshit cause personally for me...there is no god.....ok I think ive done it now....I apolagize for whoever is extremely religious but there is none...religion is the biggest bullshit scam ever created...in this world today there is more proven evidence in U.F.O's then there is a Jesus a.k.a "God".....but if you believe in Aliens...youre a fucking whack job...you believe in Jesus however and youre on the right path in life, it all just dosent make sense to me....a big invisible man up in the sky watches over billions of people everyday who has un-depleatable amounts of love and forgiveness.....yet horrible things happen everyday to regular people...I refuse to believe in any "god" who would condone this....when you let others decide your actions for you, espically someone you have never met, and especially a giant invisible man tell you then gay marriage isnt allowed...and you follow along...that person is fucked....and thats what half the country is doing right now....with everything putting the ban on same sex marriages no one is allowing people to have an open eye anymore....no one can think for themselves....its depressing, Do i get why people would be gay?....No...Not at all....do I care....Nope....I think my icon says alot for this post....well thats my rant for the week....blah....oh yes and I almost forgot..
-Mix Masta Jims Entertainment Spotlight-
...yeah.....its sad really but alot of people depend on me for new or just old kick ass sruff like movies, music or books....so every post, every other post or just randomly im going to have "Mix Masta Jims Entertainment Spotlight" in which ill sound off my new play toy for the week this week however, being my opening week....I have two....
1- The Streetlight Manifesto.....wow....this right here is definately the up there with the best ska ive ever heard...for me, this is a work of art and it takes alot to say this...but its right up there with the likes of Pezcore for me....and I think the reason for this is the ability to tell stories...if you listen closely enough the vocals could be Ben Stein singing and you would still know whatemotion is laid out by the band...theraw emotion, the anger, happiness, defeat....you can tell with everyone...its perfect...and the best part...its addictive....the virtual title track "Everything Goes Numb"....is just happy....i dont know how to describe it actually....the entire cd is a masterpiece.....and heres the funny part...Streetlight is actually Catch 22 with a different drummer....its amazing...haha...ok..onto the second one..
2-A.F.I - "This Time Imperfect" (Secret Song On -Sing The Sorrow-).....ok....we can all admit it...Sing The Sorrow is and never will be as good as classic CD's such as "The Art Of Drowning", and "Very Proud Of Ya"....but a comrade introduced me to a song that just completely floored me...that was "This Time Imperfect"....after track twelve listen or forward to nine minutes into the song and there lies the hidden track....no need to describe it anymore....but Davey Havok is a genius.....
well anyways after this hour long post im gonna go.,...night kids......smile for me |
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| Cowboy Up Motha Fuckaz!..... |
[Oct. 8th, 2003|09:13 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | The Quitters - Yellow Brick Road | ] |
Holy shit.....amazingly enough the Sox have made it to the ALCS.....wow....I vowed not to get my hopes up but how can you not at a weird time like this....if they ever had a Cubs, Sox World Series....i think that would be the first sign of armageddon...well Its all cool....right now its me Niko and Laura girl watching game 1...shes doing homework though....oh well its all good.....im so gonna piss off Sabrina tomorrow...itll be funny....she dosent want me to buy her anything....haha...she'll be angry but she'll love me......ok game update...Ortiz just fucking crushed a two run home run.....its insane.....well anyways ive been working everyday and making a ton of money and now ive gotta go...fuck....lol....Ill wirte later kiddies./..bye! |
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| Lucky to Be Alive.....wow.... |
[Sep. 29th, 2003|07:47 pm] |
| [ | My current disposition |
| | relieved | ] |
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| | Thursday - Understanding In A Car Crash | ] |
Well....ok...my life has been pretty eventful as of late but last night...holy shit....Im really lucky to be alive....all me and frank r doing is driving to Framingham State to visit Ally...im looking at my digital camera as we pass Kenberma street and about 5 seconds pas by as I hear "Oh Shit!"...I looked up just in time to get socked with the airbag to the car...with lightning fast reflexes I bolted outta the car and got away....and Luckily everyone was fine...the weird part though is Franks car got completely totalled...like it has a very compact front end now...and there was fluids pouring through the dashboard/glove compartment into my console....and also the windshield was completely spider cracked on my side....I mean Frank had rugburn on him from the airbag but I was untouched....I couldnt believe it....I was in complete awe on how that worked out....Airbags really do save lives....yay!-lol....anyways besides my near death experiences things have been kick ass...Sabrina is better than ever.....how this has worked out is beyond me...she is perfect..bottom line...no way around it....perfect....for me anyways...haha....on Friday night it was the crew (me, Sibby, Niko and Laura) and we got Lauras deck installed and then watched movies (Pee Wees Big Adventure and Nightmare Before Christmas...so cool) and I aslo purchased the Mustard Plug -Yellow #5 Cd,the Operation Ivy cd, and the Streetlight Manifesto cd...all extremely good bands....wow...so good and then on saturday we all took a voyage to Harvard square to watch the breakdancers...one guy was really fucking scary "The Masked Ninja"...ill have pics soon....wow is all I can say and we also went to yummy crazy doughs and I got buttons from Newbies....and then we went to see "The Rundown" featuring the one and only Christopher Walken...he is god...haha....anyways enough blabbering...Ill go away now...leave comments or something..and hey...isnt the music of choice ironic?..night kids! |
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| Nifkin The Viking will Save us all...... |
[Sep. 23rd, 2003|08:26 am] |
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| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Rancid - Radio | ] |
Blah de dah de dah.....wonderfully delicious boring ass-days here in hull....Im working alot...thats about it...nothing special....things with Sabrina however are going fucking excellent....I am in complete awe of it...I dont have any faith in religion, and I very rarely believe in fait...but sometimes things happen for a reason, they really do...so what else is going on....ohhhh yes...if anyone is really interested in it...saturday...Boston Trip!.....ahhhh yes...me, Sibby, Laura, Niko, and whoever else who isnt annoying and wants to come....it'll be a fucking blast....so far we are hitting for sure The Garment District, The Garage (Crazy Doughs Pizza....best things ever fucking made!), and Planet Aid....plus on Friday I have to go out and help Laura achieve a CD player for her vehicle....should be good...ummm what else is going on...I dont really know...buisness as usual I guess...I get paid wednsday so that kicks major ass....ill get like 210 or something....it'll be sweet....heres what I have to do so far...
1-Take Sabrina out On Really Good Date - $50 - $80
2-Buy Family Guy Seasons 1,2&3 On DVD - $80
3-CD Shopping - $70
....of course this is with all of the spare money thats not going into the bank for the moment.....but still this is all good for now....and on top of that ill have money again so I can do all the old school shit that I havent done in a while cause of lack of cash flow.....anywho im gonna go take a shower.....ooooh mystifying....bye sons...huh? |
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| Wow....some fucked up shit here.....very fucked indeed.... |
[Sep. 20th, 2003|08:27 am] |
| [ | My current disposition |
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| [ | Pouring my heart to... |
| | Yellowcard - Life Of A Salesman | ] |
Sorry kids....I must apolagize for not posting as often as I should....I have made it an obligation now to come on and harass all of you as much as possible in the coming months....reguardless things with Sabrina are going better than I could of ever hoped...its very weird how this shit works out....some bad shit happens and I find Sabrina...i mean....some people think shes a rebound girl, some people think Im not being true to myself...to be quite honest...I dont think ive ever been so grounded...we're just two people with a really good connection...so for all these people who are saying shit (and I know there is a few who are reading this....)...please do my well being a favor and please fuck-off....hehe...im soooo evil...but to the side....things with Sabrina are excellent....maybe Lauras still mad at me...maybe not...no clue....but things with Sabrina are awesome....in other news...im cool with Jenn again...we figured shit out and she had some problems...so we're friends again...blah...lets see....hmmm....stories...oh yeah....I work for the produce department at Shaws...boo-yah....things kick ass there....its so stress free and fun..haha...besides that last night I chilled with Sibby, Frank and Ally and we drove around and "watched" Halloween...and Sabrina figured out how to torture me...Bitch...just kiddin...I heart her....I also have come to the knowledge that I will need a tattoo very soon...just for the main fact that I REALLY WANT ONE.....haha....maybe Ill get the cold spider...considering my one major fear is spiders what a beter idea then getting my fear tattooed on to me...haha...sounds good....well im gonna go and wait for calls....bye kids.... |
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